sense innocence renaissance

(coka´s credits for the beauty of this picture)

there is a mirror
there are the white orchids
there is the library
there are those silent eyes in front of the whole picture
and what they´ve seen through...
there is reality in codes and symbols
and there is what eyes want to see.
I can see beauty, plain beauty.
And it´s simple when people is not arround.
I can see stored knoledge.
I can see human nature and process.
I can see nature processed.
I can see a reflection behind
that completes from other point of viewers
that are anonimous viewers.
I can try to reach that moment in memories...
but memories are like pictures
that are about to die.

I think there is a continuous flirtation with death, but it´s not something to be scared about. It can be dangerous for some minds to think about that, but it´s a concept and it´s a reality we all shall meet. And also, is something that can not be read in plain lines, but in circle cicles. It´s something that allows ends and begginings, that meet at the very same point of existence. It´s something that we see everyday in different situations. It´s something that we learn since we are born. Or maybe is something that takes a life to understand. Someone told me once, that have read once from another someone, that the sooner you accept that fact as a part your life and of life itself, including your very most loved ones (that is the hardest situation to accept), as sooner as you undertand that your life has an end, you start living life with intensity, and leaving worries and fears that prove to be useless, and the most important of all, you start gaining time, instead of loosing your time in worries, fears and insecurities. It´s a paradox, but when you start to understand that fact, you start loving life and get closer to your desires in life. Because since it´s going to end, it´s better to start living. And every detail appears to be a miracle you don´t want to miss. Like you were a child that is always amazed, amused and surprised, that it´s innocence. And it´s good to wake up in life again, what you have put to rest because of the fear and pain before. Sometimes in life you have the chance to reborn again.