omikuji

Nipónika is back. She was one of the first characters discovered in this neurotic world. Yes. She appeared for the first time in May of this year. She was not related with the K comitee, not even the lusty Dr. K.
She was a darkie lyric singer, teenager, that was destined to meet in a metal concert in Japan with the fairy, the soldier and the shaman. I think, they never made it. But she did. She would be the perfect fiancée for Sean Lennon. Indeed, they met there. Before that, she whispered a wish in secret tense. As they say, be aware of what you wish... a nightwish can became a nightmare...or a nice dream.
She could be the perfect daughter that Yoko and John never had. But if that, Sean and Niponika would be brother and sister, and love between them would have been impossible in this culture. Even in the East Culture that is a taboo. But of course, it happens, like every taboo you can imagine.
That was a kamikaze journey. She knew perfectly well that although they could not help shinny sparkles and eagerness to be near one another, that was too complicated to work out for good. She knew that although her instinct forces drove her towards him, if she could not put a brake on that, she would be living old painful stories again. She knew that was will suicidal. But, shit happens. Lots of times shit happens when you are aware of it, but you choose to do it anyways. That is weak human meat, human behaviour. So well, they met their intimacy together. It lasted for one day, and the gates of heaven were opened to make that will happen only for that restricted time. A perfect day. And perfect days shall not be repeated. If you try to repeat the rendez vouz of a deja vu, that memory will be spoiled. But human meat is greedy...and well, as you may imagine, they decided to meet the meat again. I don´t know what really happen the second time. She would not tell me a word of that. I think that shit happens with the perspectives of the greedy lusty redish human meat. But maybe angel´s doors were opened also for the second time. I know that Niponika was aware of that. She opened her eyes about Sean for the second time, because time had passed through and she realised of her human nature, and of his human nature. But she kept that in secret, as the wish she asked for in silent words was forgotten. She was not the same female, he was not the same male. Why it should be tragic? Why it felt forbidden? Because the deepest fears, are desires. You shall not fear, you will not desire.