im so sorry

when im stupid when im weak when im desesperate when im bored when im cinical when im impress when im shocked when im looking for something to harm you and harm me when i dont like limits when i go out of my mind when im afraid when i feel down when i feel lonely when i feel lost when im a stranger to myself when i can not decide when im a slave of my behaviour when i think wrong when i go wrong when i can not connect to simple things when im a mess when im worried when in living my worst nightmare when i can´t sleep when i can not stop thinking when i need you so when i can not think straight when im expecting always the worse to be when i can not breed when im nervous when i had a bad dream when i can not find you when you dont answer when i feel you are angry at me when i want to explain it all when i forget who you are when i dont know when i can not figure it out when i can not see the exit door when i can not stop when i can not t stop when i can not stop when i can not stop when i can not eat when i can not dream when i can not stop when i can not stop when i can not stop when i can not stop when i go out of my mind when i can not forget when i have a memory everytime i wake up in the middle of the night when i go crazy when im a mess when i dont have peace of mind when im burning in my own hell of choice when i can not stop i can not stop thinking i can not shut down the script of my personal nightmare when i follow the plot and the plot leads to disaster when i can not wait when i can not wait when i can not stop when i can not wait when i can not rest when i can not stop when i can not stop when i can not stop when i can not stop when i smoke one cigarrette two cigarrettes ten cigarrettes twenty cigarrattes when i feel like shit when i dont know who i am when i can not stop i can not stop.